Schools out forever

So I have finished school. I don't really know what to do now. It's not like I can just go out and get a job. At least not one that will full time and everyday. Photography works so differently than most industries but I know that if I can make it this far in my dream can go all the way.
I never really thought that this day would come. I have alwaysed loved taking pictures but was told that I can't make a living doing something like that. I am happy to be able to prove them wrong.
I am really sad to see a lot of people that I hold dear in my heart I wont be able to see everyday anymore. I will miss all of them. Yes I know that they will forever be in my life but know that is different. We are all each other competition. How sad is that? Very in my eyes. Yes all of us have our specialties that we can do best but all of us are trained the same way. I am going to miss the crazy studio times that we have all shared and also I will miss that crazy things that Jack would always say. There where so many things that we had all planed to say good bye and never got them done. It was just too much to add on the already crazy schedules that we all had. Darn you business plan!
I can't believe that I am here. It has finally come. I wish I could have another year but I think I would just keep saying that so I could stay. I am going out to the real world and I will make something of myself. I promise all of you I will!
Love,
Katy